Put me out of my misery!!

Wake in a sweat again another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place there's no escape
I've given up I'm sick of feeling! take this all away
I'm suffocating tell me what the fuck is wrong with me

Put me out of my misery!!
Put me out of my fucking misery!!

I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can’t help the fact that everyone can see
these scars.
It's like no matter what I do, I can't convince myself, to just believe
this is real.
A little bit insecure a little unconfident cause you don't understand,
I do what I can but some times I don't make sense

Put me out of my misery!!
Put me out of my fucking misery!!

This Is My Reality

Tell me what do they see when they look at me
Do they see my many personalities
Can you help me? does anybody hear me?
Can they even see me? this is my reality.

Though I can't go on, I'm not satisfied with this being the end
Tell me why can't I just reach up and simply touch the sky
Tell me why can't I spread my arms and fly and fly and fly
Tell me why can't I say this, why can't I do that
Tell me what do they want from me, tell me how to act

You don't know me well enough to label me sick, or even disturbed
Everybody's got insanities...I got a split personality
Can you help me? Do you hear me? Do you see me everytime?

it's my reality but it's just too much for me