situation after situation, you know
Shit i write about to get it off my chest
Here i am once again, been gone for way too long,
the writer inside me was caught up in academic writings,
forgot all about the emotional shit boiled up inside.
you wouldn't believe what I'm goin' through
Problem after problem, tell me what am I supposed to do,
still I got my head up just like I'm suppose to,
I get lost sometimes, I don't understand this place
Look in the mirror sometimes and see a troubled face
All these questions deep inside my mind
I'm still tryin' to get answers to
When will they realize that I don't owe them anything
It's so hard holding my own that my tears roll down and hit the sink
then I try to hold my head up high and walk away
smile on my face and head full of hate, just don't turn your backs on me
that's all I'm asking,i need you to take me and lift me up,
Thank God for my friends cause through it all they show me love
I guess here's what I need to do, get rid of the negativity
and get myself a whole other outlook on life
I'm gonna be like the sun and try to shine,
leave my presence lingering even though I'm long gone.
I'm gonna hold my head up high and keep walking'
And reach for the sky, focus on my life.
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
I can feel it
Something going on, I feel funny can't tell me nothing different
Intuition setting in, I read between the lines of your eyes to your brows,
The handshake ain't matching the smile
I sit alone in my 4 cornered room staring at heaven
I know my mind ain't playing tricks on me
I hear this voice in the back of my mind like man tighten up your circle
Before they hurt you, Read they body language
Play your cards, go against all odds
Shoot for the moon if you miss, you still amongst those stars
Why do i speak blasphemy?
Knowing one day that he'll ask for me
Ask for my sins, No one will feel his wrath for me
Intuition setting in, I read between the lines of your eyes to your brows,
The handshake ain't matching the smile
I sit alone in my 4 cornered room staring at heaven
I know my mind ain't playing tricks on me
I hear this voice in the back of my mind like man tighten up your circle
Before they hurt you, Read they body language
Play your cards, go against all odds
Shoot for the moon if you miss, you still amongst those stars
Why do i speak blasphemy?
Knowing one day that he'll ask for me
Ask for my sins, No one will feel his wrath for me
Serve and Protect
Cyaan Take The bullshit any more, Barbados do you hear that?
Thats the sound of the police, do feel any safer?
they want to regulate the place like they are the supreme beings!
It's kinda sad to witness because these assholes don't realise that a badge and gun don't make them anything else but humans, Just like ordinary citizens, you do bleed like all of us!
Police abuse remains one of the most serious human rights violations in the Caribbean, yet nothing is done about it!
Over the past decade, police have acted out in ways that have made people wonder “are our officers of the law really doing their job?”
Unjustified shootings, severe beatings, and rough treatment have all contributed to the ever-present problem of police brutality in BARBADOS!
The fact of the matter is that most of these incidents go un-reported or un-noticed!While we as citizens worry about protecting ourmselves from criminals, we must also keep a watchful eye on those who are supposed to protect and serve! Really?!
Police brutality is reaching EPIC fucking proportions! These same officers that are frighten to go on raids or even too scared to walk through certain neighborhoods are the same said officers who when with colleagues "show off" the most. REALLY!?!?
It's funny tho how when reporting abuse by police, that we have to make these same reports to police,
ironic eh,
so what do you think is gonna become of it,
justice?,
sad to inform you but when it comes to police abuse, justice is a figment of our imaginations,
P.S I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST OFFICERS OF THE LAW, BUT I HAVE A SERIOUS PROBLEM AGAINST POLICE ABUSE.
Thats the sound of the police, do feel any safer?
they want to regulate the place like they are the supreme beings!
It's kinda sad to witness because these assholes don't realise that a badge and gun don't make them anything else but humans, Just like ordinary citizens, you do bleed like all of us!
Police abuse remains one of the most serious human rights violations in the Caribbean, yet nothing is done about it!
Over the past decade, police have acted out in ways that have made people wonder “are our officers of the law really doing their job?”
Unjustified shootings, severe beatings, and rough treatment have all contributed to the ever-present problem of police brutality in BARBADOS!
The fact of the matter is that most of these incidents go un-reported or un-noticed!While we as citizens worry about protecting ourmselves from criminals, we must also keep a watchful eye on those who are supposed to protect and serve! Really?!
Police brutality is reaching EPIC fucking proportions! These same officers that are frighten to go on raids or even too scared to walk through certain neighborhoods are the same said officers who when with colleagues "show off" the most. REALLY!?!?
It's funny tho how when reporting abuse by police, that we have to make these same reports to police,
ironic eh,
so what do you think is gonna become of it,
justice?,
sad to inform you but when it comes to police abuse, justice is a figment of our imaginations,
P.S I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST OFFICERS OF THE LAW, BUT I HAVE A SERIOUS PROBLEM AGAINST POLICE ABUSE.
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
lyrics of life
Watch for sticks and stones, stumbling blocks in piles,
life is one big road miles on top of miles,
Most people don't even smile.
The body's just a vehicle transporting the soul,
it's what's inside people that’s beauty to behold.
There's a natural mystic blowing through the air,
so keep it realistic and always be aware,
The truth is crying out and it's so loud and so clear,
but most people won't even hear.
Spiritual pollution is in the atmosphere
and with so much confusion can one be happy here?
Violence is spreading worldwide and there are families on the streets.
They sell drugs to children now!
Why can't they just see,
that all they do is eliminate their future with the things they do today!
Money is the incentive?
Does that make it okay?
life is one big road miles on top of miles,
Most people don't even smile.
The body's just a vehicle transporting the soul,
it's what's inside people that’s beauty to behold.
There's a natural mystic blowing through the air,
so keep it realistic and always be aware,
The truth is crying out and it's so loud and so clear,
but most people won't even hear.
Spiritual pollution is in the atmosphere
and with so much confusion can one be happy here?
Violence is spreading worldwide and there are families on the streets.
They sell drugs to children now!
Why can't they just see,
that all they do is eliminate their future with the things they do today!
Money is the incentive?
Does that make it okay?
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Life Lessons
There are times when I believe that if I die,
no one would care.
I'll just be another tombstone in the overflowing cemetery.
I will be another less mouth to feed.
I will be freeing space for a worthier person.
I will be freeing the world of such a burden.
Tonight i learned that when u think your life is crap,
Other people wish they had a life like yours,
Other people would gladly fill your shoes,
Other people would be happy for half the things you have
you begin to realize that your a role model for some,
You begin to realize that your life may not be as bad as you think it is
You begin to realize that no matter how far down you are,you can always go deeper.
no one would care.
I'll just be another tombstone in the overflowing cemetery.
I will be another less mouth to feed.
I will be freeing space for a worthier person.
I will be freeing the world of such a burden.
Tonight i learned that when u think your life is crap,
Other people wish they had a life like yours,
Other people would gladly fill your shoes,
Other people would be happy for half the things you have
you begin to realize that your a role model for some,
You begin to realize that your life may not be as bad as you think it is
You begin to realize that no matter how far down you are,you can always go deeper.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Goodbye
My dear, I love you
But I only make you cry
All of this pain, will it fade
If I die?
I only wish for you, there was
Some better way
To say,
Goodbye...
never meant to hurt you, but
Tears still flowed into your eyes
All I ever said
Was that I wanted to die
And you cried...
But I only make you cry
All of this pain, will it fade
If I die?
I only wish for you, there was
Some better way
To say,
Goodbye...
never meant to hurt you, but
Tears still flowed into your eyes
All I ever said
Was that I wanted to die
And you cried...
Demons in your life
Have you ever experienced a pain that seemed to reach deep within your soul?
So deep that no one can touch it?
That no medication can cure it?
It feels like there's a void in your life that can't be filled
And with each passing day your soul cries out in misery
as it slowly dies in a dark pool of inner demons
that are gradually coming out as the victors to this cruel game
known as life.
The pain, the misery, the depression haunts me
greeting me at every turn.
I have many friends, yet none.
I am supposedly loved, but I am numb of feeling.
There are people who are willing to listen,
but can never fully comprehend my tortured cries.
But I don't know how long I can keep pushing away my demons
as my desire to be completely consumed by them - to end it all -
grows with each day I keep to myself.
So deep that no one can touch it?
That no medication can cure it?
It feels like there's a void in your life that can't be filled
And with each passing day your soul cries out in misery
as it slowly dies in a dark pool of inner demons
that are gradually coming out as the victors to this cruel game
known as life.
The pain, the misery, the depression haunts me
greeting me at every turn.
I have many friends, yet none.
I am supposedly loved, but I am numb of feeling.
There are people who are willing to listen,
but can never fully comprehend my tortured cries.
But I don't know how long I can keep pushing away my demons
as my desire to be completely consumed by them - to end it all -
grows with each day I keep to myself.
be you
I might not be a writer
I might not be a poet
but every one needs an outlet in which to show their true feelings
I believe i just found mine
Without the repercussions of being too judgmental
or everyone judging you for who you are and what you believe in
i think you should find a way in which to share your true feelings
whether it be towards a special someone, family or just life in general.
Whether you think yourself as a dark spirited individual
or someone that believes in fairy tales, either way your life is in your hands
why should you let others dictate how you live your life ?
isn't society itself doing enough, why do you need individual persons
to help it ?
Live, Love, Laugh, at your leisure
I might not be a poet
but every one needs an outlet in which to show their true feelings
I believe i just found mine
Without the repercussions of being too judgmental
or everyone judging you for who you are and what you believe in
i think you should find a way in which to share your true feelings
whether it be towards a special someone, family or just life in general.
Whether you think yourself as a dark spirited individual
or someone that believes in fairy tales, either way your life is in your hands
why should you let others dictate how you live your life ?
isn't society itself doing enough, why do you need individual persons
to help it ?
Live, Love, Laugh, at your leisure
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